Saturday, January 28, 2017

Rainbow baby

After every storm there is a rainbow of hope.

Reagan is a rainbow baby. A rainbow baby is a baby born after a miscarriage or loss. After all the issues we had with Avery, it took us a few years to decide we wanted to have a baby after her. When we finally decided we wanted to have a baby, we had trouble conceiving. It took us almost a year and a half and we finally got pregnant. We were so excited and told everyone at Avery's 3rd birthday party. It was early on in the pregnancy (i believe around 6-7 weeks) but everyone was there and we decided to tell everyone because we were so excited.

We had an ultrasound a couple weeks later, and it turns out the baby's heart stopped beating and that we miscarried. We later found out it was a boy. It was devastating because we tried for so long to get pregnant again and the fact that it was a boy really hurt. I know Tim always wanted a boy and it would have been cool to have one of each but it wasn't in the plans.

I ended up having a D&C at the end of September because my body didn't realize I had miscarried. I then had a chemical pregnancy in January and February of 2016. When I saw the positive pregnancy test again in March, I didn't get too excited after what happened the two months prior. I just walked up to Tim and showed him the test and I said I wouldn't get my hopes up.

Well little Reagan surprised us because up until 23 weeks, everything went smoothly! Reagan ended up holding out until 32 weeks before she decided she wanted to meet us. So far, she has been very different than Avery, besides needing to spend time in the nicu.

She has been on track with her milestones and diaper and clothes sizes. She is currently 3 months old and she wears 3 month clothes. She has a gigantic noggin. Her head is in the 90th percentile. :) Yes, it is huge..lol.

Here is my sister, a rainbow baby..she looks like a mermaid in this pic.
                                   

Isn't she pretty?



Saturday, January 21, 2017

Apnea Monitor/3 months old!


Reagan had an appointment with Dr Jeff from the apnea clinic on Wednesday. (Dr Jeff is a neonatologist and was there when Avery was in the nicu. Tim and I will never forget the day he came in and said “you have a gingy!” (redhead).

Anyway, I was really hoping we would be getting rid of this monitor but no luck. She had a brady on 1/3 (the day after she got discharged) and her heart rate dropped to the 50’s which is really low. He said he just wants to be cautious and have her wear it 3 more weeks. I had to go out and buy more sleepers that have snaps because I think we only had 4 in size 3 months (yes we are in 3 month clothes now!!) and that is pretty much all she can wear because the wires have to stick out. Fingers crossed that she will be able to get off this monitor and eventually go to daycare. She can’t go to daycare yet because they won’t take her with a monitor. Dr Jeff looked her over and said he is happy with how she is developing. She still has a blocked tear duct and has a huge head (90% on the preemie chart) but he said she looks good. She was 9lbs 5oz and 21.5 inches.

We are still trying to get Avery potty trained. She used to hate sitting on the potty so we started giving her stickers when she sat on the potty. After she got 10 stickers, we took her to Chuck E Cheese or Amazone.  So now she sits on the potty but wont go pee. We have tried bribing her by saying she can have a fruit by the foot, which she hasn't had since her dental surgery. Or she can go to Chuck E Cheese. Tonight we were deserate enough to say she could have a fruit by the foot and go to Chuck E Cheese. She sat on the potty but still didn't go. I would love to have her potty trained before she turns 5 in August but at this rate, I dont think that is going to happen!  We went to the store today and got her a potty that looks like the smaller version of a normal toilet. It is so cute and even makes a flushing sound when you flush. Hopefully she will start getting the hang of things. 

My sister is still connected to these wires and will be for another few weeks.



How cute was Reagan on one of her last days in the hospital recently??

Mama feeding Reagan on her last night in the hospital

I am so happy Mama, Daddy and Reagan are all home now!


Poor Chewie is still sad about Scarlett...we all are still sad about Scarlett

If you see me drawing, I am most likely drawing circles.  For some reason I love drawing circles


Cheese! Yes, I am holding a naked baby

Mama and Daddy took me to see Disney on Ice! I liked it alot!! I kept signing "more" during intermission

Hanging out with my BFFs...Reagan and my doll

Hugs

Daddy and his girls

Mommy with Reagan..isnt she looking chunky? Reagan is too..lol

Aww :)

Poo Chewie, Still looking for Scarlett. Our new neighbors let Chewie come over and play with their two dogs :)

Daddy and I are ready to go play outside

Cheese!



 Playdoh is one of my favorites

Smiles during a 4am feeding

 Mama and Daddy say I am do good with Reagan!

Reagan is 3 months old already!


 Aunt Cari and Uncle Andy sent this to us in remembrance of Scarlett. We love it so much. Thank you guys!! This is awesome, was a great surprise and we appreciate it so much.

 

Friday, January 13, 2017

Christmas time is always the worst for us.

Reagan finally ended up coming home after 8 days in the hospital. It was a rough 8 days. The 6th day of her illness was the worst. She was breathing so fast, there were talks about intubating her. Luckily, she finally started getting better and we didn't need to do that. She ended up coming home on 1/2/17. It was so nice to have her home and not have to travel back and forth to the hospital. It was also so nice to not have to sleep at the hospital in a hard chair or on a bench.

We suffered more difficult times on January 4. It kills me to have to relive this while I write about it but if it could prevent it from happening to anyone else then I will be happy. I came home from work and only Chewie greeted me at the door. Normally they both come running up to me, Chewie bringing me a bone, and Scarlett being so excited, she would wag her butt so much that her tail would hit her in the face. Only Chewie greeted me that day. I knew right away something was wrong. I will never forget the sight I saw and I am sure I will have nightmares about it. I found Scarlett, limp on the ground, with a plastic bag on her head. I shouted to her, ran over to her and pulled the bag off of her head. She had vomitted and had spit and vomit on her mouth but I didn't care. I held her muzzle closed and put my mouth over her nose and mouth and gave her some breaths. I then tried giving her some chest compressions, all while searching for "pet CPR" on You Tube. She was limp but still warm so I carried her to the car. That was no easy task. Its not that she weighs a lot, its because I am a wimp. I put her in the car and drove to the nearest vet. Of course it was around rush hour time and there was a lot of traffic. I kept pushing on her chest, while driving. Every light I stopped at, I would bend down and breathe into her mouth. I knew it was probably too late but I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't do everything I could to try to help her.

Tim had been on his way home from taking Reagan to her hospital follow up appointment. I called him and told him to meet me at the vet. I also called my parents asking them to pick up Avery from daycare.

I arrived at North Royalton Animal Hospital, ran inside crying and asked someone to come out and help me with Scarlett. They grabbed some people and even a little board/stretcher to put her on and brought her inside. I signed forms saying to do whatever possible to try to save her. Tim and Reagan showed up and we sat and waited..and or course cried. The vet then came in and told us they did everything they could but that she couldn't be helped. They brought us Kleenex and water and let us sit with Scarlett as long as we wanted.
We ended up getting her cremated and just got her back yesterday. She is in a nice wooden box with her name engraved.
I want to thank the staff at the North Royalton Animal Hospital. They were so nice to us and we have never even been there before that day. I think we are going to start taking our animals there from now on. 
Please do not leave any bags around. The crazy part is that it wasn't even a plastic grocery bag. It was a bag that comes inside a Cheez It box. The Cheez Its were sitting on an end table that day next to the couch and Scarlett must have gotten into it. It is such a freak accident because our dogs have NEVER taken food off the table like that so I didn't even think to put them away. If we can prevent another dog from suffering the way Scarlett did then I will be happy. I found online that apparently, it is pretty common. http://preventpetsuffocation.com/. This is the facebook page where people have posted stories of their pets passing away from suffocating due to any kind of bags.
https://www.facebook.com/PreventPetSuffocation/




Scarlett was the best first pup Tim and I could have ever asked for. Neither of us had dogs growing up. We adopted her a month after we got married. She was 11 weeks old and amazing. She didn't have one accident. She made me think having a puppy was a breeze and I had no idea why people said having a puppy was so difficult...until we got Chewie. When we first got her, she used to go everywhere with Tim. We then decided to get another dog 6 months later. I will never forget the excitement on Scarlett's face when we brought Chewie home from the shelter. She looked at Tim and I and was like "is that for me?". She was so excited and they quickly became the best of friends. Scarlett would hold a ball in her mouth and run around the yard and chase Chewie with it. She was stubborn in the fact that I knew she was smart enough to ring the bell to go outside (like Chewie does) but she never wanted to do it.

Chewie has been really depressed since she died. He just lays on the couch all day. We have talked about getting a new friend for Chewie but we have a lot going on at the moment. We are going to start looking at the shelters in the spring. We adopted both Chewie and Scarlett from the Northeast Ohio SPCA and they have been amazing dogs so we will go there again.


One of my favorite pics of them. They look like an old married couple driving in a car




Chewie loved sitting on Scarlett. She put up with him every time :)



Kisses

We love you Scarlett!!