Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Trying to have a baby is stressful

And now Avery has a rash all over her body. I wish I could make this stuff up but it's true. I swear. It is always something. We took her to Express Care Thursday night and they think its just a viral rash and not contagious. We had the nurse practioner write a note to her preschool/daycare, stating the rash is not contagious. 

Yesterday the rash starting getting really bad and spreading fast. It is now all over, including her face. She was miserable, constantly itching. Took her to the doctor again (thats 3 times in a week but who is counting?). Now they think she is having an allergic reaction to the amoxicillin. They are having her stop the amoxicillin and advised us to get her 5-7ml of benedryl and a steroid was prescribed. We are going to start with the benedryl and see how that goes. If she is still not doing well, we will start the steroid.

Warning: Probably too much info but if it helps someone trying to get pregnant then its ok...

So last month I was pregnant and then a few days later was no longer pregnant. I am not sure if that's considered a miscarriage because it was so early (around 4-5 weeks) but needless to say, the pregnancy didn't make it. I spoke with our friend who had quite a few miscarriages. She is now 31 weeks pregnant. She recommended taking Pregnitude which is a vitamin supplement you mix with water. Its basically folic acid and another vitamin and it helps you have healthier eggs and helps you regulate your cycles. (I was originally skeptical but read the reviews on amazon and your mind will be changed!) She also said her doctor had her taking progesterone suppositories. I decided to call my doctor and see what he said. He ended up saying that he doesn't have a lot of research saying it helps but he knows it can't hurt so he was onboard. Starting when you ovulate, you take a progesterone vaginal suppository every night at bedtime. They say to take it at bedtime because they want you to be laying down for 15 minutes after you insert it. You take it from the day of ovulation until the day of your expected period. If you aren't pregnant, you discontinue use for about 2 weeks (or until you ovulate again). If you are pregnant, you keep taking it, every day, for about 10-11 weeks.  

I just started it two weeks ago. I'm not going to lie, its a bit...weird. I will wake up in the middle of the night, get up to go to the bathroom and feel like I peed myself. Hey, I know its gross but I am just telling you about my experience.

Anyways...I feel like its groundhog day..the same thing happened this month. I decided to test about 6 days early and I got multiple positive pregnancy tests..I had positive double line tests, internet cheapies and digital tests. I then tested about 4 days later (two days before my expected period) and they all were negative. I cannot begin to explain the emotional rollercoaster we have felt each month. We are pregnant and excited and then a few days later we are not pregnant and depressed.

The only reason I have been testing early is because sometimes I like to have a drink or two. I feel like when its around the time I should be expecting my period and I want to have a drink, I will take a pregnancy test to make sure I am not pregnant. If it should come back positive, I  want to decrease the chances of having any risks with pregnancy as I can so I will not drink.. Its possible I have had this happen to me plenty of times throughout the years and had just not known it because I used to wait until a few days to a week AFTER my expected period to test. By that time, I could have been pregnant and then have something happen and all the hcg leave my system by then.

If I am keeping track and these all count as miscarriages (not sure if they do) I will have had 3 miscarriages in the past 6 months. The only good thing about that is that it now seems like I CAN get pregnant, I just CAN'T seem to keep it. As of two weeks ago, I have started taking the pregnitude and the progesterone. I figured they can't hurt so I have nothing to lose.

Wish us luck!

Mommy said she almost had a brother or sister for me :(



This rash is making me miserable 



We got this in the mail yesterday. I am so excited to go to Disney!

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

Guess Where We are Going...

Avery was sick two weeks ago with a cough and slight temperature. She ended up missing school/daycare the whole week. She then developed a HORRIBLE diaper rash. She wouldn’t sit down or let us carry her because our arm would be against her butt. We ended up trying everything under the sun to help soothe her. Then,  I turned to where I always turn to for advice….facebook. We first gave her a bath with some baking soda mixed in the water. We then pulled her out of the tub and let her butt air dry for a few hours with no diaper on. Multiple people recommended mixing aquaphor and Maalox together. The Maalox would neutralize the acidity. We tried that for half a day and I decided to try Resinol. I read all about it on amazon. Seriously, look at the reviews. I called around to pharmacies and no one had it behind the counter but they all said they could order it. Avery was in pain and I didn’t want to wait a few days for it. Then my friend Leanne, (the mom to Avery’s best friend, Aria) said she had some. The next day Avery finally would sit on her bottom and let us carry her. I’m not sure if it was the resinol or just time but after a few days she was better.

This past week, I noticed there was gunk in her ear. Tim thought it just looked like wax so we tried hydrogen peroxide and it was good for a few days and then it came back. Tried it again and the same thing happened. On Sunday I noticed there was green in her ear so I knew it was infected. This is her first ear infection since she got her original tubes placed in 2013 (and had nothing but infection after infection after that until the tubes were removed a month later). I took her to express care and she ended up having a temperature of 100.0 and a double ear infection. She was acting completely fine, not pulling on her ears or anything. She was prescribed ear drops (5 drops twice a day in the oozing ear) and then an oral antibiotic.

Guess what!?! We are going to Disney World! I am soooooo excited. Tim has never been there before so he just doesn’t understand my excitement. My family and I have gone many times growing up and my sister and I both participated in the Disney College program when we were in college. I participated in the Summer 2000 program and worked at Disney’s Polynesian Resort. My sister and her old manager at Disney hooked me up to work at that location. I needed an internship for my Hotel and Restaurant bachelor's degree and working at Disney was perfect!

Anyways, I know Avery is a little young but we would like to have another baby and I don’t want to have to wait a few more years to go.  I think Avery is going to love it, especially the parades. I can’t really think of another vacation spot she would like more. I was looking into Sesame Place, near Philly but when all was said and done, it was going to cost only a little more for Disney World. We can't really go to a beach for a week because Avery would most likely just burn. This is another reason why we are going in April instead of July or August..it won't be as hot or crowded.

A lot has changed since I last visited Disney in 2002. You now need to book your Disney Dining reservations and fast passes months in advance..luckily I have my trusty Disney travel agent, my sister, to help me book everything. She called me the other day at 6am to tell me there was a dining reservation open at one of the restaurants I wanted to go to. Only 37 more days, but who's counting?


Steak n Shake is my favorite! I love their hotdogs!


This is mommy looking crazy holding Fluffy in her pajama pants and boots 

I love to paint

I love my pets!!



Watching the super bowl. Touchdown!

Look at all this stuff I got for Valentine's Day at school and daycare! It's like Halloween all over again.


Mommy says this is the coolest place on earth. I can't wait to see what it's all about. 

Crunching some numbers.. I can buy 15 souvenirs at Disney :) 

What else would I be doing on a Friday night?  Air drying my butt and watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. 

Hugging my best friend 

I am so embarrassed mom put a pic of my butt on here. She just wanted to show you how bad my rash was. It was PAINFUL!


All my pets in one picture...except for the chickens which I am scared of.


I now like to climb on my rocking horse to get on my high chair. Mommy has a heat attack every time I do this...

Hard to see but there was lots of gross green stuff in my ear. This picture doesn't do it justice.


We got this in the mail. Its personalized! I am getting excited to go on vacation!